LOST & FOUND SERIES

WITH REVA EMUNAH

Rebbeinu's Torot on losing and finding
Daat (consciousness),
Kavod Dignity / Intrinsic Worth
Your unique place in the world
Love and connection....

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PART 4 of LOST AND FOUND.

Reva Emunah
PART 4 of LOST AND FOUND
18 Shvat 5781 / Jan 20, 2022

Rebbeinu's Torot on losing and finding Daat (consciousness), Kavod (Dignity/Intrinsic Worth/Your unique place in the world), Love and connection....
Daas in exile
Dark confused disconnected places
Feeling Amalek as a very powerful force

Remember to forget
This time you need to be careful
To WIPE OUT THE MEMORY OF AMALEK
That it doesn’t take root in you
Lgamre
Loosing a deep sense of self
My value
Sometimes we work with out middos when they are hijacked
Almost always its important to listen to the middos

Amalek is another level
It can suck the life-force out of someone
We have to be careful
Not to get sucked into this energy

Shaul’s downfall
Was not able to value his OWN KAVOD

True kavod
Worth and value because hashem created you
True borders
Not to push people away from ego
Or isolation
YOU and only you

Hashem placed us in the garden
To care for the garden
Out own tree
Our own soul and body

Care
Not selfish
Like we would care for a tree
For optimum growth
And expression
The most life giving and fruitful tree

Shaul stepped out of
More of concern of Amalek
Of other
AND ABANDONING OF SELF

Shaul got lost
Of his own kavod
His own place
That hashem valued
Him
The difference between humbleness and humiliation

In this case Shaul NEEDED to protect his kavod
The hairs breath
This is why the grand canyon is not wider
When should I give in for peace
And not open my mouth
And make space for others
And be a peaceful person
And just be in flow

Where’s the line where I lost the connection
To my own kavod
My own body and soul
My charge to nurture my soul in my body

Shaul lost all connection
This is a deep line of malchus beis yisrael
As opposed to malchus Yehuda

A humbleness
Use this energy of hashavat aveida
She manages to get this balance

Esther hamalka
Of course asher avadati avadati
She was asked to do by mordecai
In order to restore hashems kavod

The irony is
Davka because he wasn’t careful of his own kavod
He made it necessary to have a war with Amalek
To be careful
To wipe out the self sabotaging humiliating voices inside of him

He was not able to say NO
He lost his connection to malchut
All the wounds inside of him
Were all interconnected
His inability to protect his own boday and soul

To listen to the navi
Hashems voice
To hear a this voice takes humility

All the rooted places inside of you
Bringing him to the same place
I don’t matter

He suffers melancholy and depression
Rabbeinu is saying its all one thread
That is in need of deep healing

This brings us tremendous hope

Descendants are Haman and Mordecai
We learn how to work with these energies on a more refined level
Because he wasn’t careful
He allowed these energies into him
I am rejected
I am not loved
I do not matter

He understood this
Later he tears his clothing
That there’s a pagam in his kavod
His livushim
The value we express out to the world
On our dignity; on how we expect to be treated.

Al yadei zeh
How do we get out of alignment
Of harmonious aware connection
Starting with Shaul
Remember that data respires daat r/ ight side
Flow and giving
Requires borders, saying no, what to not let it
How to preserve you dignity, your life force your soul

If you want to be in a state of daat
Center column
Connection
Its not enough to say
Im going to be loving and give out

Im going to forgive everything all the time
Will leave one to disconnect to their own malchus
Will not leave them any space for dignity to exist

The first loss we knew
Is the separation of masculine and feminine
The light and vessel

The light a vessel
The vessel lamasiah the physical state of reality
Whenever we are talking about a loss

Miscarriage
Something happens between potential and actual
The process gets stopped
There is a potential of a new being
A soul in a body
And something happened in the process
This neshama took this form of a body
We don’t know what happened
Maybe it had its full tikkun

Everything is being born from love
It wasn’t meant to come into completion
From our human perspective
We experience it as loss
At the level of loss
A very Amalek type of energy
Wants to get in and disrupt the flow.

Rav shlomo would say
Maybe what you have now is sweet
But it wont last
It creates exhaustion
A sense of why bother
Whats the sense its all pain and suffering anyway

Something gets disconnected before it was able to be birthed
This is the week of yitro
Shlomo taught
You have this amazing revelation
This is a week of revelation
A revelation that touches your core
THE CORE REVELATION
WAS TO HAVE A DIRECT EXPERIENCE OF THE ESSENCE OF HASHEM

What we experience this week at har sinai…
Synethesia
When the right and left hemispheres  of the brain
We see light and hear sound berakim
And saw the kolot
The sound current and the light current
This is the heart of shma
To go inside to see and hear the sound and light current
So we don’t forget the sound and light current

When they say a persons name they see a color
Sour tastes purple

Cymatics
The study of sound vibrations on form
Forms mantras

Vibrations of Hebrew names
ie Leah
lllllmmmmaaaddddaaa
take the lamed and open
alef alef lamed peh
hey alef
open sound vibration

shma
when we say women got women yeteira
it’s the left side
we were created out of his bina
it came with us

hashem took adams left and took woman from that
bina is the quality of shma
listening to the shma current
that’s why we say

shhhhhhhmmmmmmaaaaaaaaa
feel how that vibrates
that’s shma
we are meant to hear it and feel it
at its heart
its hashems light and sound creating us

the sounding of the shofar
part of the reason is because
we just had a shift on tubshvat
from gevurot effort
making vessels
the energy on in and down

now we have switched to hassadim
hashem sends light to fill
we have done all the structural work
from rosh hashana

we took seeds on rosh hashana
and planted them
they had to rot and dissolve
in this dark muddy place
there’s a halacha that you can’t plant seeds too close together
kinaim               
daled amos
even a seed is allowed its own dominion
root system
so its not swallowed up from another seed


remember to forget
the first adar is an opportunity to reclaim the lost moments
all the lost moments
ie. Harry potter
the room of requirement
it doesn’t really exist
shana meuberet
pregnant month
the first adar
it doesn’t really exist
it expands and creates opportunities
and space we don’t really
have
above time and space
say all the things you don’t have time to say
all the things you say
ONE DAY
The rebbe says
It’s a gift of 28 days you don’t really have
You have a whole extra month
All the things you push off
Ill try that
Take a class
Tell my kids how much I love them
Adar rishon is that gift

REMEMBER TO FORGET
Remember what Amalek did
What did Amalek do
Lets talk about it
Asher karcha bderech
Amalek cooled your enthusiasm, hope
You felt new hope
New belief in hashem
New joy
New strength to start over again

After kriat yam suf
Personal revelation
The shifcha are having revelations…
So high that people are pointing and saying
Zeh keili vanveihu
Point THIS is my G-d
And then right after that Amalek attacks
Bring it into the realm of us
Having those moments
Of revelation
Maybe I can really trust
Maybe life is not perfect
And I have those moments
That personal direct experience of Gd showing up in my life
Solving problems I didn’t know how to solve
Opening opportunities I could not open
My heart opens
Expanding my root system

Even if it is true
There is pain and suffering
That’s Amalek

Why karcha
It makes you cold
1 answer rabbeinu tells us
Hell is an innerstate of consciousness as we experience our distorted story of reality
Theirs hell of fire and ice

Ice dead inside, pessimistic, we don’t have the strength to care
Hell of fire: we are raging and passionate

Im always cold… being cold is a trauma response
Theres a cold in the body that’s a trauma
It will direct the blood flow to the heart to protect them
Ptsd adrenals working overtime
The body responds by protecting the heart
In the middle of the body
The extremities will feel cold

Amalek is an energy of dipersion
To cut a person down
Instead of the psyche working together

Coldness is the opposite of being
Flowing with hope and lifeforce

The sap is rising
Going through every part
Of the trunk, leaves, fruit

Sap flowing everywhere
The opposite

Asher karcha bderech
Taking you to the trip of coldness

Bring a person in the trauma response
Im not going to be fooled again
When that hope and personal revelation
Bubbles up
Hashem can do for me what I cant do for myself

That’s amalik

Zachor et asher asa Amalek
ZACHOR PRESENSE OF MY AMALEK SELF Remember the energy of Amalek. It makes you feel cold; where you are shaking from trauma; another person is saying let me in and youre cold
Amalek: if you say cold you are safe.
Don’t show you care. That’s not your Gdly self. That’s the defensive armory of Amalek

Erase and wipe out the memory of Amalek
Are we forgetting to remember
Or remembering to forget?
TO MOVE into coldness

REMEMBER TO FORGET THAT VOICE
That call into coldness
I have to stay cold (from self)
REMEMBER THAT THAT’S NOT A TRUE VOICE
But a trauma self

Read the lost princess

        

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